Wild how when you’re a kid growing up in an unstable environment you pick up bad and sometimes even toxic habits to survive (constantly lying, manipulating, stealing, sneaking around etc) and have to constantly unlearn them once you become an adult because they no longer help and in fact often hinder you and your relationships with others and even as you leave those parts of you behind you’ll still always struggle and worry that you’re still guilty of being manipulative or ingenuous or being a taker instead of a giver
